Wednesday, July 8, 2009

He Made the whole world sing.............

.A week had past..
and since that morning when i was woke by my mum...knock on the door.. then she opens ...."michael jackson dah mati"
i was shock..but truly indenial..that day everybody is passing the news of the ultimate legend no longer breathing..

I did not cry..
i did not show sadness..
But i keep on having many flashbacks.. moments when i was a little girl listening to all of his numbers...He was so huge.. that i wonder.. how can he be so great..
While my mother was crying the whole day listening to the radio that is playing all of his hits song as a tribute..i just get out of the way..didnt want to cry.. didnt want to tell myself.. this is bad...real bad..

I was busy with work and trying to let this go away.. its like a bad dream...then we watched his concerts and videos,our cd collection of his..enjoying beat it,billie jean,thriller, from jackson 5 to black or white.. it was so memorable and full of personal memories....
But then one song that make me cry like a baby.. was 'You Rock My World'..i cry cry.. cuz this song was from his last album.. "Invincible'..the album that i actually bought it with my own money,..all previous albums was bought by my parents.. why?? cuz i was too young to go and buy an album but still i can listen and sing to it.. until i can actually save my own money and buy it....He existed in every generation.. and i bought two of that album a cd and a cassette cuz i dont have a cd player.. and i wanted to support him so bad that i bought two..invincible was not as successful album as the previous...and Invincible was out with 4 limited edition colours.. and i bought the blue cassete and the grey cd..i listen to that album over n over n over again...and of course "You Rock My World'.....he seems so fragile and hurt..because of all the rumours and be honest i was actually almost believed that he did all that..I am sorry........ but after that i realize people just want to take advantage on this amazing person....
I wonder how on earth he lives everyday with this people keep on talking,keep on accusing him to things that they dont even know about....Me? am just singer in a very very small country..but even that i feel the heat that sometimes burns me....what about him? And i cannot understand why people wants him to be so perfect? he's just a human being. I believe so much that Michael Jackson was a decent man,his heart is so pure and love the nation like no other.. Maybe thats why ALLAH loves him so much that Michael just have to leave this cruel world..
It took me a while before i get to sit down today and write my feelings towards this music intelligent..because.. i watched the memorial last nite..and didnt sleep until sunrise.. wept through out the ceremony cuz for the first time i feel i lost Michael Jackson..and while typing this.. my tears still running down my cheek..fills my eyes until i cant see...
These teardrops is the tears of love,..and sorry.and how i wish.. i could know him more..and can see him more... i wish he had a happy life..i wish i could make him feel better.. and i cry becuz its just too late..further more i am just nobody from far..These tears also the tears of jealousy.. for i envy those people who actually know Michael,who actually met him,saw him in a distance,caught a glimpse of him,shooked his hand,spoke to him,and the millions and millions who were able to watched him performed....ouh my .... i never ever had that chance...and i never will
thats why i am crying...and still until my eyes swelled up..

The sadness that brings at last nite memorial..was a huge impact to the whole world..
Even worse...some people here writes that they did not agree how wonderful Michael Jackson was...
is it jealousy or the lack of knowledge to judge?
Pens in your hand and u think can do anything?? Because the likes of you who destroy his emotions.. makes him a sad man..for all the contribution he did for us..and u say..its just nothing more than just a performer??? My My... u are so STUPID.
He has been a great humanitarian ever lived and u say why wept?
I bet your soul is corrupted!..and no wonder u can only see bad things in people..the pen doesnt belong in your hand..and ur not suppose to put all your devilish attention to paper..You are totally un ethical....people like u.. never change..people like you made no difference!..
ur souless and selfish..
To you people.. i just wanna say F*^K Y*U..very very much..

As we know,Michael Jackson died as a Muslim.. and there's voices saying whats the good of it..they're so mean and heartless..sick people
They actually should feel proud and welcome a kind heart to our religion....
I know many fans pray for him no matter what religion they are...but for us Muslims..
Please search deep in our soul and see him as role model and we should thank him for creating an environment where people stood together because of his songs and story.
Lets appreciate ALLAH's gift to us..Lets appreciate the talent,the man he is.. cuz he was created by ALLAH who creates all of us.
i feel that the world is no longer a good place for the man.. InsyALLAH he will be in a better place,a place is already certain for him.. but still uncertain for us..

AL- FATIHAH..................................................

Gone Too Soon"

Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon


mYn Samsuddin said...

juz wanna quote something that u wrote.."To you people.. i just wanna say F*^K Y*U..very very much.." it's from Lily Allen song rite??? hahahah...i'm not his fan but i do like one of his called Earth it..

Amylea Azizan said...

yeahh its from lily allen's song...huhu